Baby fox I met today in the forest
Did you kidnapp it? I honestly hope you did.
|—||Jeanette Winterson, The Passion (via heavydrug)|
do you ever get in those moods where you don’t feel like reading and you don’t feel like being on the internet and you don’t feel like watching a show and you don’t feel like sleeping and you don’t feel like existing in general
I was just about to make a post about how I always just feel like a specific kind of shitty the first night at school after a break. Even if I’ve gotten super annoyed being at home, I feel shitty the first evening/night back. It’s like I’m going stir crazy and everything feels very dark and isolated, like everything outside my room is just a set or something. But then I’m too hopped up to go to sleep. Blegh.
I am a reader. I am a writer. People assume I do these things to escape. You couldn’t be more right. I’m escaping a world I don’t like. A world I have no control in. In this world, I am nothing. I am a color, a height, a weight, a number. But in the world of books and writing, I am amazing. I am powerful. I am different. People are better. Worlds are endless. Change is possible. Life is manageable.
Thanks love! <3
Maria: Cool!! My first choice is University of Kentucky which I’ve been accepted to, but I want UNCG as a close-to-home backup plan sort of thing. (:
Yeah, I haven’t done my homework…
I mean I finished one reading and started another and started my annotated bibliography. But I feel like I ain’t got shit and I didn’t work on my UNCG app but whatevs and alfjsaldkfjsljflsdjfs I always hate myself near the end of a break.